Wednesday, September 26, 2007

i think it works

think i got it. even if it's fafi-ish. well.. it wasnt meant to be like this and i merge it with vector. so i guess it's fine. :) And now i have about 20 to go.

days when i simply can't get it right


kristal how.... i'm so stuck and it's almost 5am.
what the hell. i never intended it to end up looking like a fafi wannabe.
so bloody annoyed! i'm bloody tired! and i have a bloody big problem with her bloody eyes. damn it!

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Sunday, September 2, 2007

current state of mind

hello celeste. how's life been treating u so far? melbourne's good and beautiful and full of life, and the playlist on ur ipod seems more meaningful than it used to. good for u girl. u've smiled at urself more than u had in a million years because there's noone that matters who's here with u to share that smile with. u cry urself to sleep more than u shld've in a thousand years, because life alone is sometimes lonely and i understand, it can be hard to bear. u have drawn more than u shld've in a hundred years, and isnt that wad u've wanted in a very long time? that's another reason worth smiling for. u've known urself more than u shld've in a decade, alone time always gives u that luxury isnt it? didnt realise u're capable of this much until u're actually doing it, and doing it well. Altho there're times of doubt, times when u totally feel fucked up and all alone, and feel that things are unbearable and u're all prepared to give it all up, i'm sure u know that this one year is still gonna be all worth it, even if u do not know why the hell He'd put u here; in this moment, in this time, in this place. for that one very reason. faith.

love, hope & chocolate


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